Thank you so much for the great start and what this course is Breaking so far.

The gap between my spiritual life and emotional reality?

I sometimes appear spiritually strong outwardly but there are moments of stress, fear, or discouragement especially while waiting on God {patience). This shows a gap between what I believe and what I emotionally experience. I feel like I doubt His ability to try the honest game of speaking my fears but I am learning to be more honest with God about my true feelings without a sense of doubt and trust even when not imminent.

Next —areas of my life that feel “untouched by God seem to have been delved into as I look through these teachings and I realised I was going through without understanding of what it was.

Areas such as personal disappointments still need to be touched even worry.

Lastly, a few times I had experienced the feeling like I was “performing Christianity”?

1. I sometimes tried to meet expectations instead of openly admitting struggles which felt like courtesy in all honesty. So far I’m learning to understand the importance of emotional honesty and pause to get help.

In all, I truly deserve to experience the fruits of the spirit from our text Gal 5:22. It’s so liberating to see this put out that way and may God help us live the true meaning of this beautiful life….Amen